Meh. Pretty much sums up today. I
am so tired and just really out of if. I really could use a long vacation or a
hot bath , by myself. It the little things in life you forget to appreciate in
life before you have children. I wanted to take a bath last night and just relax,
but a 22 month old does not understand “mama needs alone time”, no she proceeds
to strip down and get in. ugh… I just
want a bath. Oh well.
So in my new Fitness Magazine, with
Jillian Michaels on the cover, there was this great 45 min walker/fat burn
workout. I could def do it, because the speeds are manageable, but the 45 min
is not just right now. I can commit to 30 min max at night, so I calculated the
difference in the minutes and broke it down, then multiplied the remaining
minutes and calculated the average between them: ET VOILA! I broke it down to
30 min! NERD ALERT! God I felt like my brother for a second! Anyway so here is the picture for all you fat
burning fools! Wanna do it with me?
I am still going to do the Jillian Michaels’
Get Ripped in 30 (RIP30)… umm I am starting to see a trend….She is pretty hot. Anyway,
I was looking through old pictures of me in college and I started getting sad!
WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO MYSELF?
I legitimately hate myself. And at
this point it is a good thing! Because like Fat Amy from Pitch Perfect (Favorite Movie), I am going to keep
something behind my ear to “fuel the hatred” . JK well I will keep a picture
everywhere! Ugh I just want to be pretty again, and healthy. Even if I don’t get
to that weight! I did some pretty dangerous stuff to get that thin and stay
that thin. (like not eating at all, rice and just Gatorade just to name a few) I
am going to motivate myself with the people around me like, by big Sis (from Chio) Kell! She has always
been fit and really has been pushing herself, and I want to be like that. I am
trying so hard not to get discouraged, but sometimes it just sucks.
